the difficulty level

pity is a word with letters that feel sorry for themselves. infact, the entire word feels sorry for itself, among others. i, however am finding it difficult to feel sorry for myself, but less difficult to feel sorry for you. and in this case, i'm sorry. this just isn't how i imagined things to be, but that doesn't mean they aren't better and it doesn't mean they work for me.  finding this situation hard is only due to your lack of optimism or efforts to tackle something foreign. just like academics, setting yourself up for failure comes at the cost of dwelling, discomfort and fear of change. put yourself outside of your zone, wrap your head around a new equation and you'll discover that the things you could have done so much better in high school, you can in fact do so much better now. although this has nothing to do with classes. it has to do with real deals and learning curves you can't steer.