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sometimes i think that there is something wrong with my brain. feeling the way i do just doesn't make sense when one second i feel totally secure with myself and the next i don't have a clue what i'm doing. i guess it goes to show that confidence isn't key. the things that i have made myself comfortable with are the only things i know. things can't change if i don't make them. i guess i'll find the security i thought i had if i make moves that i know i should. until then.